bitterness consumes me

Thursday night I was invited to a friend's for a BBQ- and was pretty excited about it. Mentally I was in BBQ-mode. T-shirt and jeans, relaxing with a drink, talking and laughing the night away with good friends.

So when plans changed at last minute I found it hard to alter my mentality from BBQ mode to 'going out' mode. I'm getting old... Anyway- I elect to stay home and crash early. I think God chose to send me a little message that night- be more social!

Shady and another friend went without me- and who did they get to meet and party with? Aerosmith! Imagine my dismay... Two people that couldn't care less get to hang out with them all night long- and me- the number one fan- who has been in love since I first heard Cryin' at the age of 10- stays home and sleeps...

Sometimes you just want to kick yourself...