Dr. Heffalump, my perscription please?
Lately I find myself perplexed, with, myself.
I don't understand myself at all.
It is my last year in school, and I have all of my capstone classes, more than a full load of credits, applying for graduation, applying for jobs, working at my current job, beginning transition, and a bunch of other aiesec stuff, etc... yet I somehow find myself oddly not stressed out, and extremely unmotivated....
Maybe it was my super-laid back summer that did it to me, I can't get out of Egyo mode. Who knows?
Regardless of the cause, this lackadasical attitude must desist immediately, or I am sure that negative consequences will follow shortly...
I am in need of motivation. This also puts me in a pickle. I have never had a shortage of motivation before, in fact I usually have piles of extra that I pour into other people without their consent. So if I can't give it to myself I have no idea where to find it.
I might find it at Halloween this weekend... but somehow I doubt that. It shall be a good time nonetheless, although I don't think it is exactly what I need right now.

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